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She knows I treated her right, I didn’t do anything wrong

But it’s the same way, same cliché

‘It’s not you its me’ that same old song

Sitting looking at the ceiling thinking this is bull shit, oh well one more for the bad guys

Everything she done and said was lies

When will the good guys win?

They said all you need in this life of sin haha

The same guy that told you money over bitches.

Good guys come last, that’s a fact, how do you react?

I invested time, energy and money and didn't receive any payment back, infact I'm on minus now

Not saying I can’t love or like again, but zero motivation to try and go again

It’s just me, my pride and my pen

She didn’t cheat, she wasn’t mine but I thought she had potential

Men don’t bounce back as fast as women do that’s a fact

How do I react?

Stay in my cave and just write, only leave the cave to work

Whatever shade, colour, religion or back ground I feel like I’m eternally put off

I’m not chasing or pursuing these felines, what is the long term gain?

Shame, pain?

A bunch of full receipts and meaningless memories.

Thought she could be the one, I just hope she doesn't make me overlook a potential winner

I’m so numb, so cold blooded.