"Broken Man Part 1..."

Broken Man Part 1...

I can feel the unpaid debts and bills breathing on my neck like the grim reaper

The pressure is getting deeper

Each hour that passes I feel myself getting weaker

It hurts me to look in her eyes because I see the wretched reflection of myself

I need help

I want to cry out but my pride has a muzzle on my lips

I can’t show her my shame

She says she loves me unconditional but it sounds like a whisper

How can a woman love a man who doesn’t feel like a man anymore?

I’m on my knees, I’m on my face like some wild beast

I’m covered with cuts and bruises on my subconscious and conscious

I was the hunter, now I'm the prey and life is the predator trying to devour me whole

My ex lover sees I’m weak and she starts hitting me with punchlines

She wants to knock my lights out

I have only eyes for one but the hour has come

She needs to come through for me I can’t bear this a second longer

My strength fades, can she be stronger?